Inhale, Exhale

Inhale,Exhale is the expression of being something and being another at a different time

Damn am i bipolar then.

2/23/08

-School

-Earliest Night that i slept

2/24/08

-School

-Speech Competition, 3rd place.

so fucking gay! i havent been so pissed in my fucking life.

-Eye Doctor's Appointment

going blind

allergic to the new contacts

dry eyed, and itchy

or im overusing my contacts

-My brother is my prodigy

Thoughts of this Day

"My Best comes from my own free will and inspiration, not from brute force"

"I have unspoken feelings that i feel everyday"

"I'm selfish and i want you to myself, forever"

"I'm just going and trying to find the perfect puzzled piece to fit in this hole of mine"

Found this from my old drafted blogs

"Quit dwelling in the past, the past is the past for a reason, don't mess with God's plan because you're here without that person because God didn't

want it to go that way. So when you feel like you've reached rock bottom, let go & Let God do his thing"

2/25/08

-school

-hockey for PE

-Slept like hell during History

-Caught up with Justine.

-After school & went job hunting

-Gave up & went milkshake hunting

-took pictures here and there w Albert & Aunoa

-SO FUCKING CHILL

-Took a nap from 6 30 to 11 45

-talked to Justine till 3 in the morn ;)

 

After we graduate, Aunoa, Keith, Albert, Erin, Jing, Jenny, Amos, Shane, & I are gonna go on a road trip

to Seattle, Toronto, Chicago, New York, Miami, San Diego, LA, & chill lastly at SF. DAMN! Can't wait

we got everything down now. Just need to save up and make sure i get that Hybrid Highlander with my RSX type S yea?

mofucking sexy! So hyped.

2/26/08

-Worked at school

-Worst day of Hockey ever, tripped and fell from my feet, bruised ankle, injured hand & i got

hit in the eye with the ball, so fucking gay.

-Chill as hell during 5th period & during lunch

-Skipped out on 7th & 9th

Dawn-"Karl turn around! i want to see it!"

i turn around

"Damn thats so cool Karl!" hahaha!

-After school went out with Jon, Karla, Aunoa, Albert & Jenny

-Went to Posh Bagel & starbucks & just chilled

-Made fun of someone, so fucking funny

& these chicks came up to us and i didn't know who they were talking to but the convo went like this

Girl- "Nice shoes...Not!"

Aunoa, Albert, Keith, & I - *Thinking WTF?!

Girl- "Stop looking at my butt, Pervert!"

Aunoa- "There's nothing there to look at!"

Albert-" Your not even wearing shoes! hahaha"

Girl- " Oh yes there is something to look at"

Me - " Man shut the fuck up Dick!"

To get it straight, it was some fuckign emo chick making fun of us, she had no ass, her friend didnt wear shoes

and we just wanted to beat the shit out of her cause she looked like a man & we hella went back to find em 

to make fun of em again but we couldn't find em, GAH!  damnit. if only Jenny was there, we'd frickin

beat the shit out of em, she was no girl she was a fucking man!

Other than that Thursday was fucking chill.

FOR JUSTINE! BY THE WAY IF YOU EVER READ THIS!

2/27/09

Friday was awesome

School & then the regular kicking it at downtown Mtn View.

Aunoa & Keith were forced to stay after school for an hour

since of the "Last Day's" meeting play for the seniors

because Rena was stuck in it & Mr.Hicks is the senior sponsor

 We went posh Bagel & everyone left after that

Albert & I had our own photoshoot

then took the VTA to greatmall & got picked up by Winton

ate In&Out with Jen & Winton

YFC  after!

2/28/09

-Woke up with bloodshot eyes

-got ready for DxC

-Picked up Gabe & Janel

-Got at DxC on Harrison & chilled w/ the regular iss heads

-Took pictures

-entered inside, took more pictures, sold 2 pairs of shoes, came up on 300

-Kicked it with Jerik, Jeremy, Rob, Ronald, Samantha, Alex, & Matt Ganon

- Ate at Bloomingdales with Matt, Rob, Samantha, & Alex

-Went home & slept 

Bad side about DxC was that people were lowballing

& some guy brought fake kicks. Mostly it, overall it was a successful dxc.

Hopefully Sean finds me a fixie.

I want Og Hosois and im done with shoes

Photography im back!

Breaking is my top right now!

School comes hella easy right now.

Life is Perfect, like foreal.

My Outline of this Week since Valentines Day

Justine is so mean >:O

She's so mean that i want to shove her down a hill, and when she reaches the end an oil truck will fall on her, preferably shell,

and it will magically get struck by lightning and then catch on fire. muuuhahahahhaha

for Justine

Saturday 2/14/09

-Zalo,Jeremiah,& Jose sleptover

-Sucked Ass

-Went to Rainy SF

-wasn't able to kick it with my valentine :(

Sunday 2/15/09

-Woke up Late

-Went to SF to meet up with Renjie, Gabe, & Jose.

-Had a photoshoot in the rain. & got soaked.

- They slept over my house and we did the following things.

made fun of Renjie, 

talk about what guys talk about ,right Gabe? haha. 

Made my closet into a shopping room

-Talked even more in my closet

-Gabe gots a haircut

-Jacuzzi time no homoz whaaaa?

-Halo till 5 in the morn

Conversations from the night Gabe & em slept over.

"His name is Frank"

"What's so significant about this bear?"

"Ask me again when i know because right now it has no significance to me, none what so ever."

"Don't fuck with it, be a good boy, cause I'm done with that shit and it ain't worth it being fucked up."

2/16/09

-Dropped the guys off at colma

-napped 

-went to the SF Japanese Tea Garden

-My sister is going to SOTA wtf?

-went to Palo Alto to go bowling with the class of '11

-Watched He's Just Not Into You & Push at Century on shoreline

-Took the 10:49 train home from mtn view

2/17/09

-School

-Eye Doctor Appointment

-Going blind by 30, maybe

-New Silicon contacts, hmm sexy

-The best phone conversation ever that night <3

2/18/09

-School

-blah blah

-essays,tests, pictures, yearbook blah

-we procrastinate so much that's why we're so busy

-now it's 2:39 A.M. & i still need to do homework. ugh. FUCK, just let me go damn it.

"I'm trapped like a fly in a widow's web"

Thanks Angelica & Angela. Thanks for being the people to listen to me rant. No lie you guys agree right?

fuck that shit, hopeless from the beginning.

I'm being watched by at least 20 UCs, i already recieved 10 letters from different UCs. Pretty cool, maybe

because of my ACT scores. Ahhhh, where to go, where to go. & i'm most definitely restless, so fucking restless.

damn it i need to sleep earlier.

2/19/08

-School again

-blahblahblah

-NHS Prospective, to bad i couldnt been secretary, transcript goodness

-semi final game at san bruno gym

-lost to st. thomas moore 73 to 49 FUCK

-studied for tests, didnt do essay.

2/20/09

-school

-after 6 months, 6 MONTHS, i stopped wearing my satin hat and wore my Burberry

-practiced my Nikes

-Vespers with pastor Keitrich Germeny (major spellcheck)

-Joash's house for Spaghetti night, & Banana Cream Pie from Baker's Square oh how delicious

Ugh shoulda never stopped breaking, stupid basketball season.

Whatever, practice makes perfect.

Such a low self esteem. Can't anyone help?

"Why can't you just make it work?"

"My pride just gets in the way."

oh and a riddle for all of you, i added another "!"

edit: i'm gonna do  a weekly post now, & gonna start the 365 Picture Project starting on my birthday.

Basketball season is officially done, time to start working out & breakdance as if it's the only thing i do.

Then start learning guitar w/ Joash, finally.

I'm seriously out the game for now, vans vans vans. & i'll get my fixie soon after DxC which is this coming Saturday. kooosha

"Your voice is getting sweeter"

"Girl i still love those raspy voices though"

reading sounds good though. Studying is actually quite fun.

I'm finally off my laziness. Thank God

YFC though.

This is my goal, my ambition, my prime, my dream, my desire, my everything. Life try to stop me, God keep me going.