for my emotion filled drive.
Selfishness & jealousy got in the way, having us to go through this.
I have no one to blame, because it doesnt solve this situation.
How it doesn't put me to ease like the way you spoke to me over the phone.
My feelings towards other guys is killing. A murderous perverse emotion to put me to ease.
How that feeling lead to my selfishness.
I have no one to blame.
I'm in no way apt for you to leave. To much to just let go and grieve.
From the beginning we saw the hardships but we proceeded on.
Why stop now? 2 more till 12, why stop the fun?
As much as the arguments and fights, have our feelings changed for each other?
What is love, but to make it work.
Reassurance is what we need. More of me than of you.
To see how gruesome the image is played back over and over.
A little comfort will do, as much as your voice.
Why should it end now just because of this, others are wishing us strength & the others are wishing us wrong.
I can't stop loving you, even if my heart stopped, couldn't breathe a breath, couldn't move an action, couldn't say word, at least i made my point
through this blog that we can make it through this depression.
Just you and me against the world and no need to worry
because i won't leave you for anything in the world.
