Friday, December 26, 2008

Christmas my Ass

Tell me why Christmas was just a regular day, i practically just watched movies & slept through it
even if i was  at a party, thats all i did. Wasn't all that great. What sucked even more is how i stayed
the night at Fairfield being stuck there and not going home until 5 in the afternoon. WTF man.
The people were cool, the place just sucked cause im in the middle of fucking no where.
But anyways. Today wasn't as bad i thought it be, chilled with Gonzalo, his girl, & Chelsea (spell check please)
got starbucks, chilled at Coit Tower & tried taking pictures WITHOUT a tripod (major epic fail), going
downtown & me spilling out to Gonzalo on the way home.

It may have not felt like Christmas, but i know what it really is about, to me it was more of a clarification.
Give from the heart, don't just give. & be thankful to your greatest, to Him, & to everyone else. Don't 
complain about how many presents you received or how you didn't get what you want. & Don't be so selfish.
We use our essentials during this time of year. So think wisely on how you spend your money. Even if i say this
i just can't help but say Christmas is still missing something. & one more thing, the fucking dream i had was 
trippy, "Just smile, & we'll see what happens"

Angela & Taylor are the only ones that know where i stand. "Never ask for anything. In those situations
were your in such restlessness, instead for "All i'm asking for is ______" change it up. State what you want
in the situation & maybe how it should be done.. Don't ask because that means the answer "no" is an option.
When you want something, it's a statement not a question. Stating what you want then rather from asking for it. is completely different."
Fucking good advice. Sometimes in our lives we shouldn't complain about what happens but thank God because it happens.
There's an always a reason for everything. Life ain't no easy road, but seriously thank God. 

I swear i thought i had more to blog about. So the sleepover didn't go as planned but next week seems to
be it. Ugh and not tomorrow also. I think i am over my head. Monday it is, i really can't wait ;)

omg, that smell of warm vanilla sugar, smells so good, it just...

Fucking life just keeps pushing it back in my face.

It ain't time yet love, not yet time

Edit: Video sucked ass, removed it. But im deciding to start posting good information to you guys.
As in good chilling spots, good eating spots, & start posting pictures again. Only problem is. I'm so fucking
damn lazy.

1 comment:

Zalo V. said...

Dude going out at night without a tripod is like going out on a shoot without a lens. LOL epic fail indeed, but it was fun, gotta admit it.

And I appreciate you spilling, you know im down for anything.