Thanksgiving was really overall great until it hit joyce's. I had a good time at the party we had today
hosted at my house. My mom's co-workers were pretty chill, but to bad i know true sides of
filipinos. They treat you nice if you have a high status & know you are rich of some sort, to bad my
family always gives off that impression. *oh and for fucking Damian, your a fucking judgmental
stereotypist. Would like to see how the economy affects my family? The bills we havent payed,
the credit cards that are full, our empty wallets? What else would you like to fucking see Damian
so i can prove you wrong. Your a dick, if i were to stereotype you from regular average people, i would
assume you were gay, you know why? Gay people are usually buff, laugh weird, & wear tight pants.
You see how weak that assumption is? A lot of people are buff but not gay, everyone laugh is different ( so it's
considered weird), & a lot of guys wear tight pants & are not gay but it's a fashion statement. You
shouldn't judge you dipshit. To get back to the regular subject. I met this chick, Jessica. She was pretty cool
and we talked a bit & realized we were both at dunkxchange but didn't meet each other there but see each other.
How quaint, what a small world. She took pictures of me for the pictures Angela & I are going to post xP.
During the party, my mom's coworker's husband, Steve, the first fucking openminded filipino besides my parents
was a chill ass guy to talk to, he was worried about his kids, he just wanted to let them know that he's there
for them and tell them they can have a fun time but wants them to be successful in life and not to abuse it.
Sadly his kids are addicted to video games, and i told him it's just a stage & they'll grow out of it. We also talked
about how filipino's usually bring up the old-fashioned tradition to be just like them, he was like, there's no
point in doing that because the world's change. so true. Why can't parents be open-minded as his? I contrasted to
my friend's parents & he was like, it seems your not very fond about filipinos. FUCK YEA I DONT.
The party ended and everyone left, said our goodbyes & got invited to a Christmas Party, hopefully it'll be fun
and keep my mind off shii. My Dad dropped me off at Andrew's house, arriving there it was awkward saying hi to everyone
and Happy Thanksgiving, but oh well, i think it was effective. April then stopped by her place & we strolled along the way
to Joyce's house, OMG ROCKBAND IS SO FUN! i swear i own at that game if i had a better a guitar. I got high off pie with
Drew & Jeff, & laughed it out with those 2 & Nina. Pretty fun, until i check my myspace & everything like that. Brought me down
a bit, then Deaj texted Nina, about 30 minutes after the mixed thoughts, i called Deaj, hearing that voice. I really didn't think it was
awkward, how you kept saying it was awkward & holding back made it awkward. I've been wanting to talk to you on the phone
since forever. The conversation didn't last, so we played video games like crazy while i was talking to Nina about it. Seeing how
April was not talking i knew something was up, so i told Nina to tell her about it. Once they left, i was playing Rockband with Jez
and i felt a vibration but didn't know what it was, so i was looking for my phone, and it was in my pocket after i was done looking. HA.
Called Deaj up again & sat at the same place on the 24th of December at Joyce's house, before watching National Treasure & Walk Hard.
Good times huh?
Left Joyce's as the last ones, dropped off Andrew & me and my dad talked about what we're gonna do for Black Friday, sounds like fun
and i can't wait to line up. Called Deaj up again, she was sleepy so i let her sleep as usual. She's been getting mixed opinions & doesn't know what
to think, she just wants the truth. Trust me, i know how it feels, to here something so optimistic, but then have somebody
smash those thoughts with a pessimistic "truth", you don't know what to think & get confused, start doubting, just wanting to know
answers. I was talking to Janelle about this last night, how our relationship with this love matter. I honestly do truly love you with all my heart, still.
I'm up for this wait, it's God's plan. I'm waiting because i love you, & you do the same, & you know everything will be alright. Don't let anybody
else change your mind.
I'll post up pictures once i upload them later on today after the shopping.
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