To be continued

"& it was like God's presence came over & gave me the peace i needed"

So, I'm more open-minded now, thanks angela & tammy. it's not over, it's just to be continued.

i have faith, i trust you, trust you more than ever before. No need to be hurting anymore, i still have my best friend.

Just need to enjoy life, i'll flirt but never fall for anyone but you. & that means the sex too. (just to clarify)

i really can't help but tell you your the one. i really can't put my finger on it, God's blessed me with you, 

i think that's the reason. Hope everything gets better for the both of us, i really can't wait to call you mine again..

Patience is truly a virtue.

To recap on tonight. Sending that package to you was really, accomplishing. made me feel really good

but sad at the same time, then i spent some quality time with God strolling around my neighborhood,

just having him lead me around, & i came across this cat, really weird but it was following me, i called the number 

that was on the leash but no answer, coming back again to find where God wanted me to find, i find the cat not there anymore.

well i walked around my neighborhood, getting used to it (since i moved) and knowing my surroundings, what is

there to be afraid of & not to worry about, but through the time exploring i found myself across the park i was strangely looking for

it was full of life, as in people talking, dog's running around, kid's laughing and playing with each other. it made me

realize that there's more to life & that we should come to him as curious as a little child. To learn to forgive each other,

not to judge but comfort each other & get to know each other. i kinda felt that's what God was telling me today.

After coming home i was talking to Drew about kicking it, we got Jeffery to go over Drew's, but Drew didn't want to go

because he wanted a haircut, but i convinced him to go, YOU ASS! It was really getting complicated but we figured 

everything out, we're to go & to meet. so we decided to meet at jez's, surprisingly i had them wait for almost 2 hours

so i can download software 2.2 for my iphone! ha! but once i was done, i met up with them got going to tanforan, & decided

to eat before watching the movie which was 8:15, very good decision. to bad all of us felt like we needed to take a shii after.

We finished up & watched the movie, it was fucking empty! until 5 minutes later at least less then 10 people came in to fill 

up the theater, pretty hilarious though, some good movies are coming out too! Quantum of Solace was pretty chill

the whole point of the story was that don't be so impulsive & have your anger take you over. We can all learn a lesson from that yea?

After we decided to go to In&Out and eat, just like the good old times when chilling with Kevin, Nina & Deaj just add me & Drew in

& put us in the city with not as chill music as mine. ha. 

I got home & talked over some stuff with Deaj. like i said, i trust her, i promised her, and i'm willing to wait. 

like i said, i cant help but just feel like your the one.

I'm more reassured, & i have my best friend back. 

It's not over, it's just to be continued.

If it's God's will, & i have a feeling he's telling me it is.

& a shout out to those who i tried finding comfort with. you helped for the time being, but you guys still helped me out

& im greatly thankful for your help.

Goodnight, this thanksgiving break only just begun.