Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Priority

Cause being yours is top priority

Today was pretty fucking chill. Left for Downtown SF in the morning & got there around 12
I walked around bloomingdales & went to forever 21 and found a jacket that i liked but came back later 
to buy it, then i moved to urban outfitters. After that alone time, i went to Blondies to meet up with
Michelle, Jennifer, & Angelica, pretty pretty awesome. & i ran into Jireh too.We went to urban again, then to h&m, 
then to starbucks & then after we walked to huf to have Angelica buy a hat for her boyfriend. & i tried buying those satin vans
but no luck cause they didnt have my f-ing size. Funny how, that before starbucks that this guy complimented me
on my satin hat & was like you should get the vans to match, & i was like FASHO. After Huf we decided
to go to Haight & we just went around there to the normal spots. yano? True,AA, Stussy, all that stuff.
It;s funny how i wasted 25 & got a shitload of stuff by the end of the day. So by the time we left Haight &
got to the Muni & back to the mall, Angelica had to leave us, GAY. After that we just practically went around
SF & like took pictures. to bad i was caught up doing stuff that i didnt take a lot of pictures xP.
It was fun today, & to bad these are one of my boringest blogs ever. So i ended the day with my
first attempt with light trails, came out looking really busy. 

You can be as mad as a mad dog
and swear and curse to the fates
but when it comes to the end you have to let go.
-Benjamin Button


Moded Once


Jennifer&Michelle

Jennifer


Busy SF

Excuse the bad pictures. Blogspot sucks with the quality, or i messed up when i uploaded em. & i suck at night pictures
i need my 17-55  -.-"

Sunday, December 28, 2008

Life keeps pushing it back into my Face.

Recap on the last 2 days. Saturday
Chill, experimented with my 135mm, clean pictures.
It was communion, It reminded me of that one time. Good times, good times.
So after i didn't go to downtown cause my date was canceled, which was gay!
Wanted to jump Rolo & do a photo shoot with Jose & Zalo. It's chill, it's chill.
So we just chilled at Jez's and like played video games the whole time until 
the pizza came, then Greg came to pick us up & off we went to watch The Curious Case of Benjamin Button
For a chick flick, it was pretty cool, i liked it, you'll dig it if your a chick, something to cry about & all that 
lovey dovey stuff put in. 
After the movie we (Will,Amanda,Greg,Brian,JonB,Chris,Jez,Dina,Joshua,Jeff,Germ&I)
ate at BJ's, shared some chicken wings w/Jez & then ordered an Oreo Pazookie! FRICKIN AWESOME
ORDER THAT SHIT EVERYTIME. if i had my camera at the time, i would take pictures & post them up here.
The Dinner was great! sadly i came home at 1.

December 28, 08
Happy Birthday Joash, your 17, but you act like your 13. Your the only guy that i know thats fond of his birthday
Guys like earning there recognition. A birthday is just a regular day, nothing special. Joash's party was pretty cool,
like school in somebody's house, ugh so gay but pretty cool. Last year was so much better though. Haha, frickin Rena.
So i guess i might be visiting San Diego during Spring Break, Ray is gonna see what's up. What a small world.
"I bet your gonna be punking him." 
Chillin with the best of friend's are always gonna be the best of times. 
So it's decided that i'm spending New Year's with Jeff or Joash. Just for old times sake yea?

no need to get mad girl
i'm sorry though, sounds like your having fun these days though
that's good.
just wanted to clear things up, but whatever
talk to me when your ready.

life is a collision course, even if it's by accident or by design. We find ourselves
all connected somehow & effecting one another.

Friday, December 26, 2008

Christmas my Ass

Tell me why Christmas was just a regular day, i practically just watched movies & slept through it
even if i was  at a party, thats all i did. Wasn't all that great. What sucked even more is how i stayed
the night at Fairfield being stuck there and not going home until 5 in the afternoon. WTF man.
The people were cool, the place just sucked cause im in the middle of fucking no where.
But anyways. Today wasn't as bad i thought it be, chilled with Gonzalo, his girl, & Chelsea (spell check please)
got starbucks, chilled at Coit Tower & tried taking pictures WITHOUT a tripod (major epic fail), going
downtown & me spilling out to Gonzalo on the way home.

It may have not felt like Christmas, but i know what it really is about, to me it was more of a clarification.
Give from the heart, don't just give. & be thankful to your greatest, to Him, & to everyone else. Don't 
complain about how many presents you received or how you didn't get what you want. & Don't be so selfish.
We use our essentials during this time of year. So think wisely on how you spend your money. Even if i say this
i just can't help but say Christmas is still missing something. & one more thing, the fucking dream i had was 
trippy, "Just smile, & we'll see what happens"

Angela & Taylor are the only ones that know where i stand. "Never ask for anything. In those situations
were your in such restlessness, instead for "All i'm asking for is ______" change it up. State what you want
in the situation & maybe how it should be done.. Don't ask because that means the answer "no" is an option.
When you want something, it's a statement not a question. Stating what you want then rather from asking for it. is completely different."
Fucking good advice. Sometimes in our lives we shouldn't complain about what happens but thank God because it happens.
There's an always a reason for everything. Life ain't no easy road, but seriously thank God. 

I swear i thought i had more to blog about. So the sleepover didn't go as planned but next week seems to
be it. Ugh and not tomorrow also. I think i am over my head. Monday it is, i really can't wait ;)

omg, that smell of warm vanilla sugar, smells so good, it just...

Fucking life just keeps pushing it back in my face.

It ain't time yet love, not yet time

Edit: Video sucked ass, removed it. But im deciding to start posting good information to you guys.
As in good chilling spots, good eating spots, & start posting pictures again. Only problem is. I'm so fucking
damn lazy.