Episode - Alright OK

Support her, so she knows what she could have done for you and how much things have changed if she did the same.

Don't fight fire with fire.

The hardest thing to do is win with politeness.

I don't know why i'm still awake. I can't sleep. I've been dreaming a lot lately. 

I can't concentrate on my photography, they're just snapshots.

"i want to see you when your serious then if those are just snapshots!"

-Janelle

Ha so the Bay Area Thread for the win. Actually gotten out of MIA and i guess i'll be posting a lot now.

Havent breaked since of the deadlines, tests, & stress over Championship. Forsure, i'll start playing my guitar

again & start drivers ed online. I'm not sick, i'm motha fuckin ill. weird how i havent lost this sickness yet.

I was reading your posts from way back. Crazy how it just felt like it was just yesterday. It didn't feel so long,

Insane. Ugh so unhealthy, i need sleep but i can't because all i do is just think, clouds up my mind and i'm stuck

confused not knowing what to do. Why now? Not a good time. Wish it was a better time. Just little fragments going around

in my mind. I started journaling again. yea i'm done, i have nothing else to say.

I want you to know i'll still be the guy that will wake up at midnight just to hear you cry.

goodmorning. One day i'm gonna personally thank everyone i know.

Your just like the sunshine.  You feel so good to see, wanting that warmth of your touch. 

I dont just want you, i need you. Your so addicting, i just want more and more. I never

want to see you go, but you have too. Until then i'll wait anxiously of that warmth next to me.

Rough draft of a poem.

Bye now

Episode 3 - Revenge of the Sithe

Stuck at home thinking.

Unable to go to Alyssa's birthday. sorry girl.

Need to ship out Angela's Nudies.

Class of '11 Movie night tonight at School at 6:30, i'm going

I miss you.

sithe- to sigh.

Tied Down, looking around

I know what i want, don't hold me down.

Episode 2 - Hopeless

I'm sorry, i just have to come here. What's up? why is it that i find no one to talk to today? Where is everyone?

Maybe it's just me, but i just keep thinking of you and it brings me down how your not mine. I mean i don't want

anything to happen right now, i just want it to be ready yano? As in like don't let me just come in through the door

but when your ready to come out i'll be just waiting outside. That kind of thing yo. I do miss you, i do miss talking to you.

I am restless. 12-2 is my curfew now. Breaking has taken part of my life. My shoulder hurts. My body is sore.

Where is that comfort when i need it? I'm just so helpless right now. I can't rely on her either. Bleh she's whatever

i just hate how i'm so split up with my friends since everyone is with their special someone. Keith & Aunoa, Albert & Saara, 

Domingo & Erin, Bryant & Jing, Andy & Reycel, Josh & Jessica, Gabriel & Sandra, Jose & Melinda, the whole basketball team

practically is made up of couples. But who can forget my friends outside of school? Jeremiah & Pinky, Jose & Lareine(spellcheck), James & Marlene,

& Renjie too. wtf man. I can name more if you want. I mean like i just feel left out yano? I have no one to talk to. I'm not even close

with Daniel anymore. I just need guidance, i'm going on but there's no reason to it. It's just those hopeless days.

Thanks Aunoa, that's the best thing someone has done for me lately. Like no lie, that was the sweetest thing, covering me with your jacket

while i took a nap since of a headache, tired w/ a sore body, and burning up. 

Whats with this random depression and this all sudden thoughts of you throughout this week? I'm sorry. I still have feelings and still miss you.

Hopefully you read my last blog. It's intended for you.

I'm sick, and i'm gonna rest. Why does it feel like i have to say more..

i need to find something to do tomorrow