Episode 2 - Hopeless

I'm sorry, i just have to come here. What's up? why is it that i find no one to talk to today? Where is everyone?

Maybe it's just me, but i just keep thinking of you and it brings me down how your not mine. I mean i don't want

anything to happen right now, i just want it to be ready yano? As in like don't let me just come in through the door

but when your ready to come out i'll be just waiting outside. That kind of thing yo. I do miss you, i do miss talking to you.

I am restless. 12-2 is my curfew now. Breaking has taken part of my life. My shoulder hurts. My body is sore.

Where is that comfort when i need it? I'm just so helpless right now. I can't rely on her either. Bleh she's whatever

i just hate how i'm so split up with my friends since everyone is with their special someone. Keith & Aunoa, Albert & Saara, 

Domingo & Erin, Bryant & Jing, Andy & Reycel, Josh & Jessica, Gabriel & Sandra, Jose & Melinda, the whole basketball team

practically is made up of couples. But who can forget my friends outside of school? Jeremiah & Pinky, Jose & Lareine(spellcheck), James & Marlene,

& Renjie too. wtf man. I can name more if you want. I mean like i just feel left out yano? I have no one to talk to. I'm not even close

with Daniel anymore. I just need guidance, i'm going on but there's no reason to it. It's just those hopeless days.

Thanks Aunoa, that's the best thing someone has done for me lately. Like no lie, that was the sweetest thing, covering me with your jacket

while i took a nap since of a headache, tired w/ a sore body, and burning up. 

Whats with this random depression and this all sudden thoughts of you throughout this week? I'm sorry. I still have feelings and still miss you.

Hopefully you read my last blog. It's intended for you.

I'm sick, and i'm gonna rest. Why does it feel like i have to say more..

i need to find something to do tomorrow