Season 2 Epiosde 1 - A start of something new.

maybe just maybe.

Can i find some new words to make my blog seem more lively?

i mean like what else can i say but say that everytime i walk into that bathroom

i just get that nostalgic feeling, and this warmth that i feel everytime i get out for lunch,

it tells me that i should but then i shouldn't. I'm aggravated on how my nudies stretched like

hell! & that i have to get Ko his nudies, oh hell naw im not getting him flatheads.

girl come closer, let me cuddle up next to you. Let me caress you. Let me whisper in your ear.

It's getting a bit cloudy up in here. There's no need to fight, cause this pillow talking is helping both of us out.

I'm glad we can get close, your making me wait so long, but i'm saying it's a good thing. but there's something 

i wanted to know. Can we get closer? 

Thanks Celeste. I dont know why but i just feel like that guardian angel of mine is always there. I can feel it's presence.

Ha it's funny how people are telling me how different i act from after it happened and how i'm acting now. 3 days i cried, then

it was back to my evil ways. I've been focused on so much crap that it seems impossible to do. but i'm not about to let down.

"dang your gonna have all the chicks all over you" damn right. kidding. haha! omg i miss andrew. No homo.

Celeste knows im more open minded. I stopped and sat down because of you. To think it over. I dont know why you 

came across my mind at that moment, but you just did. I just had to take a seat. Why is it the reason why im blogging now

that i cant remember what i wanted to say on here to you. If we are to communicate here, i don't mind. Cause just referring to you

seems right. & girl, if it were for another girl then i'd be talking about her than you. Flatter yourself with the highest. It was

intended for you.

Eat the frog first. In other words, do the hardest thing first. You learn to have self recognition knowing

you did your best to accomplish that task. Right now that's all i can think of. Making myself the best i can be.

Your just so damn cute.

Regular everyday schedule.

Shit's Tight, lifes to damn fun.

edit :God is love & love should always have to deal with God.

No relationship is love without God PERIOD

Episode 11 - Restless

I'm tired. I find myself so restless in trying to impress you. Trying to become a better person.

Trying to become the perfect person. what else can you ask for? what else can you make me?

what else do you want from me?

Do you mind if i ask you the same? "It seems like the current situation. You always hurt the one you love

cause you couldn't get enough. Even though you say you haven't lost any feelings for me, why does it feel that way?

I do want kisses, but is there a point when there is no feeling in it? We've had so much as we can, but we can't do anymore

with the situation at hand. I'm really a night person, I've been dead throughout the days. I haven't been myself and neither have you

Do you still love me like this or do you just remember what you used to love?" - quoted, person knows who he is.

It's funny cause you are right, i do miss the thought of of you, the feeling of everything. But then werent you the one that gave me those thoughts

and those feelings? It's funny how the brain operates the feelings, but it always happens to be pulsing in your chest.

Maybe this is just me but why does life always push you back to my face? Everywhere i look, everywhere i go it has something to do with you.

I can never get you out of my thoughts, NEVER. Maybe if i moved to another school then maybe i would. I'm in a relationship with the things around me.

If you don't believe me, i can name it off. Just let me know if you want me too. & today, what was with today? Those pictures? These nostalgic feelings.

It sickens me, but then it soothes me to the point where i'm just like fuck it. You were right, it did fade. You were right, we'll have our almosts, i have

quite a few on my hands right now but none that'll match what we were. No need to question it. I'm kinda disappointed we interact through here

though. Maybe life keeps pushing you in my face because it's telling me there's just something about you, something special.

Only time will tell, and it just seems like that right now, cause i'm agreeing with you on this one right now, being attached to someone is

most definitely out of the fucking question.

Some good has come out of this. I'm more focused on me, i'm becoming a better person.

Senior year is gonna be my prime. Believe me.

& plus i forgot how it was like to buy shit for just myself now. haha

thanks though, even through this, your one of the best friends & people i have ever met. Don't forget that.

Oh yeeaazz, your pretty damn cute also. Just lettin you know.

I'm one damn busy guy trying to be the best he can be.

Time do my project & upload pictures for yearbook. Ugh what a frickin gay.

Breaking sesh & workout sesh after as usual.

I'll start playing the guitar this weekend.

Photography, the fixie, & basketball can wait cause those are always gonna be surrounding me.

I want to be free. All i'm asking is for Freedom.

oh shit! and its time for a change! no more hats! Cause of fucking alyssa's birthday this weekend.

No hats my ass! whatever Shit's Tight.

PEACE

Feel Good Day

RABBIT RABBIT!!!

Is it me or is today just has that extra feel good feeling? yano when you wake up, take a shower, and come out of it and

you have water all over you but it aint cold but not warm? and when you dry yourself you just have that  feeling.

I mean look at this weather. It's perfect. Sunshine coming down. Listening to some chill music. 

I'm sorry but cant help it but not let this out. It just feels so damn good. So damn chill. I'm getting

butterflies just thinking about it. Plus reminiscing over some good old times. 

Shoot last time i listened to Sunshine by Atmosphere was back last year during mission trip to Panama

haha i loved that feeling of missing you. & thinking back to April. It's funny that i past all these places

and you just come up in my mind. Maybe it's just me but i still have feelings, and so what about it?

i cant just help it. I miss you alright? maybe a little more to say but im good. I just feel hella good right now

and i'm glad im about to head out.

Today is just so damn chill.

Superbowl today also. I had a dream that Cardinals & Steelers game was 34 to 12, and cardinals had 34 ha.

we'll see.

Today is Greater than February 1st.

Maybe you should head out to yano. No need to sleep in. & for those who had hangovers

and drank last night. Smh on you guys. Theres other ways to enjoy life, and me just talking about

today and how good it seems, i feel like im drunk. Come on now. Let's kick it yea?

Good day to all of you