Won't Even Start

MIA, sorry i was chasing pavements but found out where the sidewalk ends.

Is it true? That your over it? I guess i gave out a false impression...

I'm not over it, bleh this is such a waste cause you don't read this anymore.

i'll just tumble later.

I really forgot what happened this whole week.

Monday

Regular school day, really chill cause it was dead week.

Edited photos till the break of midnight

Tuesday

FML, want list made. School is gay. Reviewing is so stressing.

Edited photos till the break of midnight again.

STANFORD IS MINE

Wednesday

School again. Post office i believe? Reviewing for finals.

Edited photos till 11, finished up then.

Practiced on my bike, yay, new stuff down.

Didn't stay for the fashion show

Thursday

School Again. Post office again. Reviewed for finals.

Practicing again.

Chill day after school, ate it though. 

Late night studying making history final review.

You appeared out of no where, but no obstacles for right now.

Friday

Last real day of school, chill, more tricking.

more pictures, took pictures of the seniors, then beach vespers.

Shit, lonely as fuck. lonliest shit feeling ever.

Went to Joash's afer. Followed my dad back home on my bike.

ehhh, i hate how your always on my mind.

Saturday

Woke up late, got ready & biked to church.

Saw Jeff, been a while. Went out & got ready

to chill with Catherine & Christine, then met up with Gonzalo & Christina later.

Was it really necessary to be reminded me of you in such a time? finals & how the atmosphere is crumbling down.

Just made me weaker. Union Square photoshoot with Catherine & Christine before the bbq at Zalo's. 

Saw Mindy, Ronald, & Rolo. Chilled & talked in Zalo's room. "What's talked in this room, stays in this room."

ehhh, i've reached the part of my life where it's become desolate but honest, making rash & poor decisions.

A part of me just wants to become the martyr and start whining but i'm just another arrow flying towards the target

An auto-pilot operation, i can't do shit to stop it. We can't just be friends..

there has to be a way to stop it

TINATI, because, that is not all there is. 

Sunday

About to chill with Gabe, Renjie, & Cat in SF.

Pictures will be uploaded later

Never been this lazy for photos. Not feeling it right now, like seriously, i feel like selling my camera & stuff, no inspiration for shit.