WTF! piece of fucking crap. Why are you gonna get mad at me?
I didn't do shit, i didn't say shit, i didn't commit any SHIT.
Ask everyone around gahh damn it.
Psh and you count me as one of your best friends?
We do have a lot in common but come on now
how many fucking times do i have to tell you i didn't do anything?
bleh whatever. I'll solve that shit at school tomorrow.
But seriously though, why is that i felt so down today?
I'm lagging, now in your position. HAHA!
"Girl i got a crush on you
baby im so confused
i don't know what to do
this may be true, true love
this time it can be true love
my heart is telling me you may be the one, you may be the one yeaaa"
Yellow Jacket this Sunday?
RUN MVA hoodie sometime next week?
OG hosois coming my way by friday?
yes,yes,yes!
Doing weekly blogs just for photography is hard to handle, so imma separate it into 3-4 day blog thing.
Sorry guys & gals, you need to open up my notes in my phone, or even read my journal!
I never knew lack of sleep can be such a bullcrap. Haven't been able to workout, shoot a basketball right, or even do a simple nike.
I need to start getting my priorities straight again after this quarter ends.
Good thing is that i'm still getting letters from UCs! & i raised up my grades for all of my subjects
at least to the A-/A level. Photography has been going through my mind a lot lately, & i've been in
such a poetic mood. It's crazy, i found my muse. Also i darned up my crotch. I'll take pictures for Angela later
since you want to see it. My Nudies=No crotch rip!
So it's been same same, except the BS that happened today. Life's perfect, & i can't ask for anything more, cause i have it!
I'm looking forward to so much things!
-Matt sleeping over my house for his college thingy at SF state
-Sean finding me a fixie
-visiting Justine and staying over at her place in LA!
-Visiting SD for Matt & Megan's Grad to take pictures
-Teddy's Grad to take pictures
-MVA's grad to take pictures
-Junior/Senior Banquet to take pictures
-more & more & more YFC meetings!
I need to regulate my time though, i need to get my skills back up to the level i want them to be.
Why do bad things happen after a bad experience? Why do bad things happen to good people?
*Can you judge an experience right after it happened?
At first i couldnt answer the question. At first i thought, i can't answer it cause that happens to me, but
shouldn't i be able to answer it because i've gone through such an experience like that?
Mrs.Mackey quoted Ellen G White, "If we are not to go through trials that God has set up for us
we will not spiritually grow." It's not that life picks on us, but it's that we go through such
challenges,hardships,obstacles that we are able to grow physically,mentally, & spiritually.
It's a way for us to help those through an experience we already went through. The reason is that
we go through these trials to become a better person & become more like God.
Almost gone completely, almost, just a little more time. Get off my mind.
I'm to fly to be depressed.
I look back and was like damn, i was open.
Again with the quotes & my poems
"All i can think is that she is mocking me
The anger starts to build
The patience starts to shrivel
I feel the tension of getting no where
I'm stuck on this riddle as if it were a sign"
i seriously feel like i'm forgetting something to say.
Like seriously, ha. Maybe not just yet?
but it feels like it's on the tip of my tongue
& that anxious feeling is taking me over
I need to get it out.
Girl let's hold hands?
another photo without any edits. Thank you God
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nice photo.
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