Accused

all that is echoing in my mind is 

"I hate you"

I'm surprised, quite caught off guard beyond belief. I'm down right scared.

What just had happened? I couldn't help but stand still, and take it while my door was knocked down to reality

Sitting in a corner, knees hugged up. Sniffling and tearing, straight right broken down. 

I'm praying for it all to end..& why can't i run to anyone, it sucks not having a best friend.

I spend most of my time on the computer, on school, and on xbox live. When i'm online, always indirect contact, & no one

to comfortably talk to. I get so stressed on school, i worry so easily, i can't get anything below a A-, never. I get so pissed when

i'm on xbox live, it's not even fair. I hate how people at school have been treating me, i always find myself being alone

cause of all the couples now. Is there someone i can talk to for my own feelings? cause it seems like theres not.

I'm thinking about giving up on so many things, cause i find no reason to actually keep on going on. No inspiration.

I'm finding myself more and more lonesome then ever now.

Girl i fell for you, but at the wrong time, now i'm stuck lying here thinking if you'll ever come to pick me up.

The weather man said, there's a slight chance of rain

I'm not willing to take chances so with my favorite coat i was on my way

to my surprise, when i walked outside, the birds were singing, and the sun was shining bright

maybe the weather man was wrong today, maybe he miss read the signs, maybe i could tell that all you were doing the same damn thing

was on his mind

I'm not complaining because it's a beautiful day

at least it was, until you called with something to say

"things aren't the same", you were trying to explain

cause no matter what you said, you'll break my heart anyway

it's raining, it's pouring, i wish i was snoring

i wish i was dreaming that you were leaving, so that i find myself back to sleeping

I'm hiding under my blanket and hoping that all will go away

and i wake up in the morning with you next to me, not today.

A new day is coming, and I'm all alone

i turned on the TV, a familiar voice fills the room

Remember the 5 day forecast? guess he has more to say

I'm not sure my baby if i want to hear him today

cause last time i let him in, he broke my heart in three

and in three words, "your leaving me"

and it's raining, it's pouring, i wish i was snoring

i wish i was dreaming, that you were leaving, so that i find myself back to sleeping

I'm hiding under my blanket, and hoping that it will all go away

and i'd wake up every morning with you next to me

not today...