Kick it

Last night was hella homo because Aram, Daniel, & I all slept on the same bed & 

waking up here and there because the bed was so small we practically played footsies with each other

because of the way we were positioned. Later that day we went out to buy pizza and to bad it was

a fail, got some good pictures though. we watched "It's always sunny in philadelphia" & jackass 2.5

when we got back. Then i guess i was suppose to chill with Nina today but it ended as a fail to 

since of Javi & Lance. I got home around 9 & now im here.

I'm so stressed over nothing. I'm pantophobic right now, i'm just so frickin worried. 

& for some reason i can tell my photos are missing something, how i am right now is

affecting everything i do. i hate being this vulnerable. ugh.

So tomorrow I'm escorting Angelica christmas shopping & maybe somebody might tag a long since

she doesn't want to be alone when she's getting her nails done. ha

& we'll either watch a movie before or after the shopping, we'll see.

later on that night, i'll go home & kick it with Jose & Jeremiah & hopefully a shoot out

will become of the kick it.

edit: I really need to clear my mind. Right now, only music understands me.

"I see all these guys trying to holler, & i don't want to bother you 

but your independent & you got my attention. I want to get with you cause your

so damn beautiful"

 omg those lips, ugh. *sigh. jealousy is such a stupid sin. & love is such a stupid word

editpart2: so angelica called the kick it off since she's sick, i hope you get better ;)

& i have no one to chill with today, everyone is chillin with their girlfriends, ugh

i'm stuck home on break by myself cause of the lack of a girlfriend, fuck.