Saturday, February 14, 2009

Episode 5 - The Game on Valentines Day

In my opinion we have to much slang words.
"Karl i think you can do better" -Erin
I forgot how it felt, to feel like this, & i love it.
damn girl. shoot gettin that fasho :D 
your to cute

Friday was awesome. No lie, it was most definitely awesome. YFC that night, i havent felt so in place that much before.
What bothered me that night was how Jon didn't seem that he wanted me there. Met hella chill people and the message
& worship was awesome. Sadly i wasn't as energetic because of the habit of sleeping at 2 am in the morn everyday this week
and last week. ohh well. Damn fun though, no lie, gonna be attending there every Friday now as much as i can.
Once i came home, Jeremiah, Jose & Gonzalo were in my room, that was pretty fun because of our breaking sesh haha.
Sorry for knocking out hella early you guys. Waking up pretty early and eating my mom's fried chickin. DAMN!
the best fried chicken in the world. OMG so good. We then decided to go out since it is Valentines Day and all.

Thats when it died.

Everything was going good. till my camera died. The radio stopped playing up beat music, when Jeremiah had to
go to Pinky's house, when i learned that i wasnt going to be able to chill with my Valentine tonight. The mood just turned all around.
This is no joke, no lie, it just died. It killed our day.

We continued on though. Zalo picked up Steven and Joana (sp) Joane? or something like that and he dropped us off at SF bloomingdales.
Weather was cold and windy, sucks for long hair. We went to the vans store, want those white chukka lows! ugh. Went to F21 got 2 new jackets.
Then went to starbucks and then chilled at the bottom of Macys and ate Clam Chowder there. Got out, went to Hundreds. FUCK people who judge 
& assume that your doing something when they dont know what exactly your doing. Then we went home, now im here.
Waiting for something to happen.

Baby am i crazy? Were you giving me the eye, to bad girl i'm to fly.
Alright let me check my dictionary, mmmm that ass is so define.

& that dream that has no chance of coming true.
It's still in my heart & i'm to damn determined to give up on it.

Tied down looking around
i know what i want, don't fucking hold me down.

The fake last the longest, but i'm not trying to survive, i'm trying to live.

give me 2 years, just 2 years, you'll see, you will all see.

Oh & one more thing, i ran out of memory on my laptop, so dont expect pictures anytime soon yo.
It's easier to do a job right then to explain why you didn't

my pike, bleh
working on getting my skills back, trying to nike>pike thread right now
check pictures of today & yesterday on taimaishuuyo.blogspot.com

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Episode - Alright OK

Support her, so she knows what she could have done for you and how much things have changed if she did the same.
Don't fight fire with fire.
The hardest thing to do is win with politeness.

I don't know why i'm still awake. I can't sleep. I've been dreaming a lot lately. 
I can't concentrate on my photography, they're just snapshots.
"i want to see you when your serious then if those are just snapshots!"
-Janelle
Ha so the Bay Area Thread for the win. Actually gotten out of MIA and i guess i'll be posting a lot now.
Havent breaked since of the deadlines, tests, & stress over Championship. Forsure, i'll start playing my guitar
again & start drivers ed online. I'm not sick, i'm motha fuckin ill. weird how i havent lost this sickness yet.

I was reading your posts from way back. Crazy how it just felt like it was just yesterday. It didn't feel so long,
Insane. Ugh so unhealthy, i need sleep but i can't because all i do is just think, clouds up my mind and i'm stuck
confused not knowing what to do. Why now? Not a good time. Wish it was a better time. Just little fragments going around
in my mind. I started journaling again. yea i'm done, i have nothing else to say.

I want you to know i'll still be the guy that will wake up at midnight just to hear you cry.

goodmorning. One day i'm gonna personally thank everyone i know.

Your just like the sunshine.  You feel so good to see, wanting that warmth of your touch. 
I dont just want you, i need you. Your so addicting, i just want more and more. I never
want to see you go, but you have too. Until then i'll wait anxiously of that warmth next to me.
Rough draft of a poem.
Bye now

Saturday, February 7, 2009

Episode 3 - Revenge of the Sithe

Stuck at home thinking.
Unable to go to Alyssa's birthday. sorry girl.
Need to ship out Angela's Nudies.
Class of '11 Movie night tonight at School at 6:30, i'm going
I miss you.

sithe- to sigh.

Tied Down, looking around
I know what i want, don't hold me down.