I don't get it, i stop flirting with the girls that were a threat to you, but what am i suppose to do with the guys that still want you but know that you have me? but is it safe to say we still have each other? You know what's wrong & what's right but you still don't stop flirting with em. It's fucking pissing me off & getting me heated. I hope you see this, because i have no one to run to now, your making me worry to much, your driving me off the fucking edge. I don't know what to do. Even if you think it's irrelevant, i don't think it is anymore. I have no idea what i should do now. One more added thing that's fucking killing me.

My message to the whole world,

FUCK YOU

You Don't even Know

im devastated, speechless. It feels like your not giving me a chance to speak. you know, you already know about everything. I may not know what im going through, but you don't even know, how much i stress out when it comes to you...

Deaj's Visit

I say it's fucking gay so far. I haven't even seen her yet. Suppose to surprise visit me but Nina's parents called them to turn back and go home. That is fucking gay. I might not even see her the time she's here and when she was suppose to go to the bay. I might just see her for the weekend, but what the hell, that's just not right. She's so close yet so far. I feel so far away from her. Barely talk to her at night & it's just gay how i haven't seen her. I'm losing hope. ehh. I hate it that I might not even see her.

I'm always posting up my shit, not my improvements or the good shit. But i'm improving in my photograhy, so that's good. Check out my Flickr.

flickr.com/photos/flawlesseffect

pretty good eh?

So i don't know what my plan is but my parents are making me get out of bed to get ready to go to the zoo since it's free on the first wednesday of the month. *sigh

sucks that the group date didn't go as planned.

So where to go, the zoo or downtown? bleh